Like a withering and dying rose, my sanity fades away. I sit and think, sitting for so long in darkness, in silence. In the deafening silence that holds the laughter of the shadows of my regrets and mistakes that surround me in this sea of agony. I sit alone for so long I begin to forget the reason why I'm here yet, I still sit here while the silence laughs at me, mocking me with remarks of my mistakes. My dreams being eaten away from me by my regrets, my mistakes and my no longer existing hopes. I try to stand up from where I am sitting but end up being beaten back down, falling off from where I sit, falling into the endless abyss of agony as the laughter increases, bringing back the shadows that torment me to the brink of Insanity. I sink lower and lower into the sea of pain, drowning in my regret and hatred. But, still I wonder, is my hatred toward the people who cause my pain? Or is this hatred toward myself for not doing something before this? I still, am unable to answer this. So as I sink deeper into this abyss, drowning and fading from reality. I continue to ask myself the same question over and over again.
"What's the point?"
Written by Mizuki ShiBara.
I got bored. That is ALL I am going to say. So DONT ask...just.....just dont ask...k?